I have tried to figure this blog thing out a coupla of times. I finally had the revelation today that this blog is about who I am today as a result of all the yesterdays. I have Nevy's journey documented on the Nevy's journey tab. Please take a few minutes to read it. My future posts will be about life as it is today. The joy, pain, questions.... the new journey.
My life has forever changed since she came and went. I understand now that I would be forever changed even if she lived. Losing a child is brutal. I have been to depths of greif I did not know existed. And yes, four years later I am still visiting those depths more often then I would ever want anyone to know about.
It has occurred to me that I often do things the hard way. I like to suffer in silence and then I tend to download it all at once. I am hoping this will be an outlet that allows me to be more present with all of my emotions and come out each day a little better then where I am right now.
I have no shame in my game. There are no rules here and it is safe.
Here we go......
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