Love is worth it....

Oh sweet beautiful girl... you have the look of hope. Even if I could go back and tell you all that was in front of you I never ever would. You deserved the moments of peace and calm. The time of precious bliss. That smile was so bright and your belief in happiness was so real. You had known heartache and pain. You had seen dark days that you were sure would never pass but nothing could have ever EVER prepared you for what was ahead. I wish I could hold you... I wish I could whisper in your ear the things you would need but here I am and there are no words. 

You stayed for all the right reasons and bowed out when it was time...maybe someday it will make sense. You have loved him, you always will... you saw in him the very things he could not see in himself and he returned the gift.  His heart was yours not matter the circumstance and he loves you... he always will.

Sometimes forever DOES have limits...sometimes timing is perfect... sometimes goodbye is all there is to say...

Nevaeh Simone 2/10/06 - 07/09/06

because maybe on the other side there is a hello patiently waiting...

Bodhi Edward born 06/16/07

This too shall pass dear girl... i promise... You have seen less light... you have known harder times.. you have done so much more then survive you have LIVED.. you have GROWN... you are HOPE. 

So here we are.. so much has been lost yet even more has been created. There are no regrets, no I wish or whys that result in a different outcome..it is only this moment... this very moment when you choose to move forward because love is worth it...And you Meghan...you of all people know... LOVE is WORTH it.